|(Note: If I buy a "selfie stick", this will be the reason.|
It's impossible not to get my reflection in the picture.)
Today, May 30th, is also her birthday, the first one she isn't here for. She would have been 58 today.
I didn't get too fancy with the sides, just some rice (with salt and black sesame) and some asparagus from a can. But, that is pretty much the way I would do it if she were here; if you're having cedar-planked Copper River salmon, nothing else on the plate is going to compete with that anyway. As the finishing touch, I also served her favorite champagne. I think that was the most emotional part of everything, when I 'popped' her bottle of champagne. She always loved that, she said it was such a happy sound.
I have every intention of finishing that bottle of champagne for her tonight; it is a holiday after all. I will be okay, I might just sleep good tonight. If I made it through that first month without becoming an alcoholic, I think I am probably out of the woods.
All in all, it was a good day, albeit an emotional one. I am proud of doing what I did today, and while I was eating the dinner, I felt very close to her, as if I could almost hear her tell me how good it was and how proud she was of me for making it. It sort of makes sense to me; I am a kitchen witch, and my 'spells' are my recipes. So, what better way to reach across to the other side and be close to her, than to make her favorite food and drink, and eat it at the table next to her altar? That is what I think, anyway.